End of Road

I pulled up just by a shady tree, coming to a complete stop. The very same tree where I waited to depart. As trivial as it may be, that point in time was so significant. "It has come one full circle" , I said out loud. Jacintha replied with a gentle and knowing smile. The journey was a long one, filled with challenges and potholes. But yet, i pulled through it. It was indeed such an amazing journey. The joys and hurts were so real. And now, the red tape is just right in front of me. Within my reach.

I did not expect leaving them will be so hard. For one year, you poured your heart and soul into it. For one year you care for your baby with everything you have. Surrendered your all to it. No matter how much tantrums it throws up, you continue to pour your love. As time passes, your love for it continues to grow. As a result, your centre shrinks and it's needs and wants replaces it. More of them, less of yourself. Even it is so, there is no such thing as excessive love for it.

I do not know how many tears have been shed since the beginning of the first sentence. So much pent up emotions swirling inside. Too much for one to handle.

My next phase begins soon. So, I guess my final act of love will be to let them leave with a cheerful heart.