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Posted by ~jon~ on 4:25 AM

This was on my lecturer's blog..


Story Of The Old Woman

There was a family of a man, his wife, three children and an old woman. They moved to a new neighbourhood and the family next door consisted of a both-working couple and their two little girls. Knowing that the two little girls were sent to day-care while their parents were at work, the old woman approached their mother.

She offered to babysit the girls, for a little income for herself.

The little girls' mother was surprised, for why would a grandmother of three want work? Shouldn't she be sufficiently occupied and contented taking care of her own grandchildren?

The three children were not her grandchildren, she explained. The family she was living with was not her own. She began her story.

She was a Ma Jie - a maiden maid, sworn to celibacy, who lived a life of servitude. Since she'd never married, she never had any real family. She, however, adopted a little baby girl whom she loved, clothed, fed and educated. Her adopted daughter was the only family she had in the world. In her effort to provide a comfortable home and life for herself and her daughter, she spent her entire life-savings on a house. She had then, both family and home - she thought she would be happy till the end of her life.

The girl grew to be an independent young woman. The independent young woman soon had herself a high-flying career and a husband. She informed her mother that she wanted to relocate, and asked her mother to come with her. Let her sell the house, she told her mother, and they can all move away together.

The old woman, with no reason to doubt the girl she had nurtured since infancy, gave authority to her daughter to sell her only property, and resigned to look forward to the care-free life she expected to soon enjoy. It would never come. The young woman, having obtain the money from the sale of her mother's house, went away with her husband, leaving the old woman behind, alone and destitute.

Alone and destitute she was, until a kind family with three children took pity on her and took her in. They treated her with so much kindness, like she was one of their own, for nothing, she felt quite overwhelmed. She wished to be a little less dependent, financially, in the least, which was the reason she asked to babysit the neighbour's little girls.

She had tears in her eyes as she concluded her story.

What you have read isn't fiction, though I am wholly unable to account for the accuracy of the details. I simply know this story, and happen to be in the mood for telling it.


brought me tears..how about you?


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Shipwrecked

Posted by ~jon~ on 4:01 AM




I built a fortress
With a hundred thousand faces
I'll keep it safe
With a hundred thousand more
But these masks are wearing thin
As You draw me in

I spent my time
On the empty and the fleeting
I spent my life
On much less than I'd dreamed
But I'm reaching out to you
To make me new

'Cause I am just a beggar here at Your door
I am just a shipwreck here on Your shore
I come empty handed
Ready to see
Your life in me changing who I've been
To who I need to be

You tell me my story
As You sift between the pages
I feel redemption
In the space between each turn

Could You take me in Your arms
And tell it just once more
Could You take me in Your arms
And tell it just once more

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Posted by ~jon~ on 3:13 AM
I've been through many things..physically and emotionally..during these two months of ultimate busyness. How busy u may ask?..well..enough work for me to hire two personal assistants on a full-time basis. FIVE engineering assignments, EIGHT midterm papers, COUNTLESS meetings and classes up till 11.30PM have really taken its toll. As a result, I have no time to write at all and thus leaving all these pent up thoughts and emotions in me. Like a glass, full to the brim, constantly overflowing.

After it all, I don't even know if i even am able to express my thoughts in words anymore. Writing seems so alien to me. Took me 15 mins to compose this.

Looking on the bright side..2 more months till hols..Haihz..back to studies..tmrw exam.

“The best way you can cheer yourself up is to cheer someone else up”
- MARK TWAIN



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Posted by ~jon~ on 11:30 PM
Ever felt doing something which you know you probably shouldn't do?

In two minds now..been weighing up the pros and cons of it for so long now..

But sometimes emotions get in the way of a clear head..

Aargh..

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Wasted hours

Posted by ~jon~ on 1:20 AM in ,
Had high fever for a few days..itchy rashes all over the body..swollen lymph nodes..
These are my symptoms..

Asked Kerwin for a preliminary diagnosis..these were his questions..

1. Rash or fever first
2. Where does rash start initially
3.How itchy.
4. Sore throat?
5. Any sexual encounters lately?
6. Aching joints?
7. Rash is generalized or patchy
8. Stressed lately?
9. Sleeping late?
10. Loss of appetite?
11. Diarrhoea?
12. Running Nose?
13. Red Eye?
14. Ear Pain?
15. Whitish/bluish spot in your mouth?


Spent 15 minutes checking myself and answering him and he gave me a diagnosis..you have Dengue.
Spent another two hours waiting for my blood test results to be told the same thing.

Kerwin..you'll make a great doctor =)
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Oddly enough, I have been thinking about death quite alot these past few days. If I were given one question, no matter how absurd it may be and have it answered, it will be this.

When will I die?

No. I am not afraid to die. Death has no grip over me. But i do want to leave knowing that I have done everything there is to be done in this life. And to leave here without regrets. But I guess most importantly, I want to leave having able to see my closest family and friends one last time and to be able to have one last conversation with them. To be able to tell them my hopes and dreams for them, to tell them not to miss me too much and that I'll be watching them from above. To convey my gratitude and the impact they have made in my life. I feel that this is the best parting gift one can give to their loved ones. A conversation.


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Hari Ini Dalam Sejarah

Posted by ~jon~ on 12:45 PM
This day..
Was when it all started..


Four years down the road..
I'm still looking back on that day..

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Posted by ~jon~ on 12:09 AM




It will pass..


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